Sariya 5.30ku, Ilayaraja, Ar.Rahman kudtani isaiyil, idiyodu sernta puyal katru, peiyum pisasum talaivirute ode, paambum kazhugum sandaiyai niruti kolapatille parke, kurangugal talaiyil kaivaitu kucal pode, muthalaigal tirumbi parkamel tannikul ode, tidirenna kua kua sattham. Ade ceh, ivan taana!
Fade to black. Next scene:
Engamma kaiyle siricikitte oru baby , sutrilum ore samiyarenge... and the monks says, 'poranthe kulaintaiku puthu perai kaathil othura matiri, ivan kathile appape 'yenda poranthennu' othi-kitte irunge.. ithuthan ivannathu tarage manthiram...' 'Itho, intha 3 inchi tanga aani-yai ivan talai uchi mandaiyil adichi-irakunge, ithuthan ivannathu kabala yantram!' 'Naangal varugirom... jeh jehng..'
Odanneh, my mother whispers... 'yenda porante, yenda porante, yenda porante.. Dumbfound muted baby then says: 'kuakhuye, ibibibre eyaae..?' ( meaning - apa benda yang ngkau merepek nih? )
Conclusion: Hmm... 32 varusham ayirichi... innum yenthan poranthennu ennaku teriyavillaingo... 30 vayasile, 60 vayasu kullapangal! My thoughts are scattered over places. Somehow, I felt incomplete... for I missed that part of my soul the 'barbarians' chewd up... ambik ngkau!
Life holds many mysteries, birthday, deathday, japanese drama, "sittiiii, ammi ammi ammi mitithu-metti oli, kasthuri oh oh ohoho kasthuri" drama series, black & white movies, ultraman cartoon, wayang kulit kerbau, 80's, 90's, sephia, sophia, isabella, nostalgia, romantica, minnal, oviyam, kadhalan, and the list goes on... maaayai, ellam maaayai! But, there's some point in this system that I liked very much.
Pala kastangalilum, sila santhoshangal... zerrrrrrrrrzrlrp.... rewain jap, flashback... early this year 2011 is set for emotional outburts... semma outane nearangal... hmm... middle of the year, so far ok je. My target, is to settle down and stablize by Dec 2011... because next year by January 2012, I nak pindah planet. Sekadar swimming pool & pelbagai sungai kecik kecik boleh lah... brenang pakai tangan... tsunami size suming pool sori beb. 2012 is the end? I dont want to mandi and die at the same time...
But perhaps that would be nice.. rather than to die in the hands of peragut beg tangan wanita... kena pau & di-aruval, or die in the hands of people who are fighting over religious ideals, hating and hurting one another in the name of God, love and money... Politics, too much politics everywhere...
Mudiyathu, mudiyave mudiyathu... yaraiyum tiruteve mudiyathu... it's a planetary problem... born of having forgotten who we really are, and for what purpose we are on this earth... somorang nak kaya, nak fames, nak jadi hero, lupa diri, indera kayangan, gaya mutu keungulan, putera puteri rayal family, time mati dibakar dengan paper made laptop, kreta mecedis benz & rumah flat 5 tingkat...
ade ceh... hari ni aku berfday pun cita pasal nak mati...
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