Legend: file sharing- life sharing... File sharing is the practice of distributing or providing access to stored information. It may be implemented through a variety of ways. Users can use software that connects in to a network to search for shared files. Files of interest can then be downloaded directly from the user on the network. Yaarukaudhu puriyidhaa?
konjum serious'sa pesuvom...
perhaps people define me straight forward... sometimes sentimental... all this while ive been looking for meanings... then to get rid of those meanings and to seek a certain truth, a singularity of everything... but now everything seems useless, the only logical needs is to create an atmosphere of comfort and safety, tevai illathe tedalgalil mulgi-viluvatai-vida, isaiyai rasirthukonde, ondrane nanbargaludan amaithiyei teduvathe mel. Its beyond question and meaning... perhaps what i need is but to fall... to fall in love... so far ive acomplished a few 'free fallings'...but falling in love?
Its been hurt but many a times... not sure if it can hold another blow... but really, life goes on man... no matter what... and i will point to my scars constantly, and remind myself they are what wake me up and renew my desire to live... but pride is mis-directing me again and i comforts myself by calling it 'maturity.'
At the end, i throw all the thoughts away and began the search for the streets lights or perhaps jammin' in the nearby mamak stall. I still dont get it... why do we people, define success in financial terms? Eat this... an exploration and celebration of freedom to live!
seri seri, namme kathaiku varuvom... file sharing, anyone?
konjum rilek'a pesuvome...
i don’t believe that we can re-live our past, but i think we can only choose to live it differently. I have done some mistakes too. This is my chance to undo that mistakes and i need someone to help me with it. Perhaps, i could help anyone in the same situation because i’ve been there and i know exactly how it feels.
Something about me... i am a typical guy, half traditional and half modern… i have no leadership skills, honestly, i don’t know what are my best skills are, even though i got plenty of skills... I am very childish at times and people easily fool me around! I am a bit knowledgeable too, am also a bit matured. I speak broken English… Malaysian English… got no experience in most of the things… in what people calls common things…
Im an Orphan. No followers behind me, no hidden ideas, no big bank account and all i have is this idea called ‘file sharing.’
Legend: in common usage, only a child (or the young of an animal) who has lost both parents is called an Orphan. The young will be called orphan when the mother dies regardless of the condition of her child.
After reading this…one might think this is totally a joke, but if this matters something’s to you… kindly reply…. i am not offering myself as an slave… the world i live in before were not as i dreamed and hoped…. there’s so much of love and money is wasted… there’s so much of hatred in the world instead of innocence and love…
Long-long ago, nobody can tell how long ago… i believed if i do good, it will give me the satisfaction and happiness. I’ve tried to live by the values…. Unfortunately, nowadays, people steps on another to win…. I don’t understand why they are being so selfish. I don’t believe in the so called ‘survival of the fittest’ thing…. it applies only to the animals… I've watched my life bloom like a flower and blackened to what it is today. And today everybody is excited about anything which is new, so this is my offer…
So, how about sharing over life? Perhaps, i can learn more from you and along the way we will see if we can do something about our life. I know maybe one of you have a very long sad story too. Let us see if the magic touch of goodness could heal our hearts this time. Even though i may sound crazy, mentally imbalance or whatever you wanna named it…but in my mind, i still think im a 6 year old kid, so no worries about you being harassed by me. Please don’t mind my babbling… im just worried that its hard to get the message im trying to say out of my mind..
If you couldn’t understand any of this…. maybe you don’t know what loneliness is, or what sincerity really is, but trust me, life holds many mysteries.
Legend: Sincerity is the virtue of one who speaks and acts truly about his or her own feelings, thoughts, and desires...
ok ok.. konje neram gala gala nu siripomma..
