Feb 27, 2011

fiLe sharing.. anyOne?

Legend: file sharing- life sharing... File sharing is the practice of distributing or providing access to stored information. It may be implemented through a variety of ways. Users can use software that connects in to a network to search for shared files. Files of interest can then be downloaded directly from the user on the network. Yaarukaudhu puriyidhaa?





konjum serious'sa pesuvom...

perhaps people define me straight forward... sometimes sentimental... all this while ive been looking for  meanings... then to get rid of those meanings and to seek a certain truth, a singularity of everything... but now everything seems useless, the only logical needs is to create an atmosphere of comfort and safety, tevai illathe tedalgalil mulgi-viluvatai-vida, isaiyai rasirthukonde, ondrane nanbargaludan amaithiyei teduvathe mel. Its beyond question and meaning... perhaps what i need is but to fall... to fall in love... so far ive acomplished a few 'free fallings'...but falling in love?

Its been hurt but many a times... not sure if it can hold another blow... but really, life goes on man... no matter what... and i will point to my scars constantly, and remind myself they are what wake me up and renew my desire to live... but pride is mis-directing me again and i comforts myself by calling it 'maturity.' 

At the end, i throw all the thoughts away and began the search for the streets lights or perhaps jammin' in the nearby mamak stall. I still dont get it... why do we people, define success in financial terms? Eat this... an exploration and celebration of freedom to live!   




seri seri, namme kathaiku varuvom... file sharing, anyone?

konjum rilek'a pesuvome...

i don’t believe that we can re-live our past, but i think we can only choose to live it differently. I have done some mistakes too. This is my chance to undo that mistakes and i need someone to help me with it. Perhaps, i could help anyone in the same situation because i’ve been there and i know exactly how it feels.

Something about me... i am a typical guy, half traditional and half modern… i have no leadership skills, honestly, i don’t know what are my best skills are, even though i got plenty of skills... I am very childish at times and people easily fool me around! I am a bit knowledgeable too, am also a bit matured. I speak broken English… Malaysian English… got no experience in most of the things… in what people calls common things…

Im an Orphan. No followers behind me, no hidden ideas, no big bank account and all i have is this idea called ‘file sharing.’

Legend: in common usage, only a child (or the young of an animal) who has lost both parents is called an Orphan. The young will be called orphan when the mother dies regardless of the condition of her child.

After reading this…one might think this is totally a joke, but if this matters something’s to you… kindly reply…. i am not offering myself as an slave… the world i live in before were not as i dreamed and hoped…. there’s so much of love and money is wasted… there’s so much of hatred in the world instead of innocence and love…

Long-long ago, nobody can tell how long ago… i believed if i do good, it will give me the satisfaction and happiness. I’ve tried to live by the values…. Unfortunately, nowadays, people steps on another to win…. I don’t understand why they are being so selfish. I don’t believe in the so called ‘survival of the fittest’ thing…. it applies only to the animals… I've watched my life bloom like a flower and blackened to what it is today. And today everybody is excited about anything which is new, so this is my offer…

So, how about sharing over life? Perhaps, i can learn more from you and along the way we will see if we can do something about our life. I know maybe one of you have a very long sad story too. Let us see if the magic touch of goodness could heal our hearts this time. Even though i may sound crazy, mentally imbalance or whatever you wanna named it…but in my mind, i still think im a 6 year old kid, so no worries about you being harassed by me. Please don’t mind my babbling… im just worried that its hard to get the message im trying to say out of my mind..

If you couldn’t understand any of this…. maybe you don’t know what loneliness is, or what sincerity really is, but trust me, life holds many mysteries.

Legend: Sincerity is the virtue of one who speaks and acts truly about his or her own feelings, thoughts, and desires...

ok ok.. konje neram gala gala nu siripomma..

Feb 25, 2011

super fast pendekaR

I think im a super fast pendekar... im able to handle any dangerous situation by just using a single pencil... Imagine screaming out loud the 'Jaws' background music... "peh pehm, peh pehm, peh pehm, peh pehm", with a sharp pencil in your hand.. sure the 'enemy' will run away... He might have lost the mental contest even before the actual 'battle' started. Pencil and anything sharp can be a weapon. I always keep a pen in my pocket, in case I meet an interesting babe, you know, tel. no and stuff. hehehe.

But in some cases, pencils do have its limitations. Imagine you are being chased by a group of dogs... here, what could have been saved you, is... the ultimate all time weapon- discovered & used by our fore-fathers for centuries... yeah.. we need stones, more stones!  If you are alone, and you are riding through housing areas or lonely streets, behold! you got to fill your bike's basket with stones... smart dogs may have been hiding below cars, and at any time, when you are not aware, shit happens! gua pernah kena beb, dikejar berkilo kilo meter...  :(



it was a good fight... rilek bro... kite kawe ya.
sorry guys, i could'nt elobrate more on this... i dont want to be assassinated for my controversial ideas.

wait for the updates...
internet slow..

Feb 18, 2011

diabLO diabLa....
















Vanakam, en visiri'gala... ennudaiya karutukalai share pannikilane ninga'ellam sonnatale, nan inta page'yai publish panniten.. The following is... muluka muluka my personal beliefs and my personal thoughts... Idhu kudumpatile valnthu kondiruporkum, rombaiyum vezhi ulagam anubavam illa'tavargalukum sariyage puriyathu, taniyageve valnthu, pala vidyasamane 'character' kude palagi varuvathilum, valkaiyil kidaithe specialana padippu idhu..

Endraiki ninga rombe gavanama, orutarai-yum mulusa nambame, ivargal-ellam nambalai emmartri viduvargal endru ninaithu, avargalidam poli-yageve palagumpothu... appothan veipan aapu! Ithu pale visayangalukkum porunthum...

Just go with the flow, rombe alti'kame valenum. Life will find it ways. Have any of you listen to 'adi gomatha-senthamizh pattu' song before? 'Aaratamn odhutenthan valkai', endru oru vari varum.. Ethir parpethai apadiye mayle podtutha, senang crita. Kadamaiyai sei palanai ange ethirparkathe. Nalu-per kude palagu, valkai taraittai matre muyarchigal sei, nambikai vai, ni unmaiyage iru, piragu matravange unmaiya irukenumne ethirparpai mayle podtevidu. Unmai porulage irukenum'ne solluvanga. Oru petchile unmai, oru seyalile unmai. Ennam, sol, seyal'ne summava sonnange...

Manishan'neku ellame teriyum, aanal ethai pesakudathu'ne teriyuma? Ethai seyyakudathu'ne teriyuma? Ethai sinttikka kudathu'ne teriyuma? Enge nirka kudathu, etharku avasara-pade kudathu'ne teriyuma? Onnu'laiye nindru-vittal, engeyum poga-muddiyatu, ellam edarthirkum ponal, yenge venallum nirkallam. Sila peru, pesuvanga pesuvanga, tanaku ellam terinja-mathiri pesikonde irrupange. Avange pesuvathai nippatti, enna pesurange'ne konjum neram sinttithu, pesunathu ellam seriya'ne tan'nen tane ketkenum.

Pesunathu unmaiyaga've irukettume, allathu nyaya-manetave irukettum, aanal, silarydam adhai pesulama, pesuvatinal enna agum, ketpavargal mane nilai enna? Semua orang nak jadi hero... Ellorume, eppotume, oru tat'perumaikage nalle peyarai vange vennum'ne kadumaiya olaikirange... Atherku pale-perei kedtavarage-akkerango! Avan ipaditan'nu, ni oru mudivuku vanthepotu, naalai avan etthanai nanmai senjalum unaku payan illai.




Nalu-per parkere matiri, nalu-per matikira matiri valnum'ne sollrange... Nal-per etarku unnai matirkanum? Un padippai parta? Un velaiyai partha? Unnidam irukkum panetthai partha, Un car, Un udai, Un selvakkai partha? Aanal, yaravthu ivan oru nalla guna'mullavar, enna matikirangala? Ivarum oru manishan'tane, endru matikirangala? Manitaneyam illathepothu ni kaanal-nir pondre unmai ilathe matirppai pettru enna seyyapokirai?

Ellam veliyethan valrange, ullai valzha'matendrange. Ellam oru karpanai ulagil valrange... Edhu nirantaram illaiyo adhai thedi odurange, edhu nirantaramo adhaipatri yosika-kude madtrange. Malai polhutheen mayakkathile naan kanavu kanden tozhi!

3 vella soru'rku ulaikalam, un kudumba kadamaiku ulaikalam, mattre tinasari, matantira tevaiku ulaikalam, aanal un adamparatirku ni ulaikanuma? Indhe ulagil enn-manitha inathai serntavargalum, ella uyirinangalum unavukum, urimaikum padugire kastum, andrade potuvane tevaigalkude illamal kastepadurange, sila per mane-noi, udal-noiyudan irukirange, ettanaiyo peyargal anbukkum, pasatirkum yengi kondirukiralgal, idhai ellam unarnthe ni, periya periya kargalum (car), veedugalum, adampara santhosangalai anubavikanum'ne asaipadukirai. Piragu idhai vaikusamal perumaiyudan solgirai.. Santosa paduvathai vendam enna solvatarku illai. Define santhosam. Takyah jadi fakir, guna akal budi kau dan fikir... ille'na, arasa'maratadi poove veiyi...

'Ivar oru paitiyakaran'-endru makkalal nirnayakapatte oruvar, ennidam sonnathu en ninaivil innum irukirathu... Avar ennidam sonnathu... "Basicaly, people are hypocyte, be careful with everyone. Dont hurt yourself." Ippo yaarai paitiyam'ne solrathu?

Karma'tai kalika intha pirapai eduthu vantirukum, arivai valarkamel, nam ariyamaiyilum anava timirilum innum konjum karmatai serka vendam. Banthe pasam nesam mosam, ellam verum vesham, natpu mattume thendralai veesum, unnidam peesum.. Cantik! Puthiya palamoli 3001.

Feb 14, 2011

KaLi Aatha & BajO

மன்னிக்கணும்.... māf kījiye  ज़रा सुनिये!.... Me excusa (Latin)... All characters appearing in this work are fictious. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead is purely coincidental...



Inthe mannil irunthu oru innocent, kalapadam illate, adayalangal illate inthe kadaisi jeevatmavai (the last soul of the earth) kaRpate vendume endru enni, anthe savumedtiLiruntu, vikramatiten oru kaiyil vaLaiyum maru kaiyil anthe patchelam kulanthaiyai turkkikondu odukiran... en uyirai koduttavathu karpate vendum, battle againts terror, bagai neraka, api membara, mayat, syaitan, meronta ronta mencari kemautan, vikramatiten tentang habis habisan...

TidirRena oru koduramane sattatudan, amma manniLirunthu rudra uruva-tudan tondri, buthae agoralgalai vEthai adinal, cincang, dasyat, ngeri, mother of terrible is here have no fear... "nan irukenda umaku," uttamiyin janji, slow-motion, percikan darah di muka, still in the battle, awestruck, nafas teruncap-uncap, then eye to eye, amma blessing....

piragu vaaniLirunthu oru kural..... "aMma-ve erungitange, nam iruke bayamen, Jai Sri Ram, Jai Sri Ram".... manatuimai-kum veeratirkum arasan bajO, agni nerupoliyai irangi, rakcasa uruva kalgalai bumiyil vaithu fightai tuvarkinar... blessing blessing.... maasatra-jothiyage inainthu maraintatum, the end... and syaitan said: baik baik jalan ye...

Feb 12, 2011

eNnanggaL, paLa vaNnangaL, soLLungaL...

Ithu oru kathal kathai... part 1


















Vange pogellam'mene aval solle, ehh, summa iru, ippotane vanthum, konjaneram rest panne vidduriya'nnu avan solla... rendu perukkum muddtikechi...  q@x+- na ne no na ni.. aval marupadiyum solgiral, vange veliye pogalam'mennu. Odane avan ketkiran- Muruga! enge'lah povathu, vennumna salangai oli natha vinothangal song pole, nan aduran ni paduriya? Lovena entha nerammum shopping pannikkitu, hindipattu padikitte marat'taiye sutti sutti-varnama? Enna ithu? Etho kadaiki ponnal en bille nan katturen un bille nee kattuna paruvalle..

Tiba tiba, kedengaran.... 'Anne, nonne,'... Ade-ceh, potong stim lah budak ni... orang tengah bermimpi 'Ithu oru kathal kathai'.. half way-thaan karpane pannikittu irunthen, athukulle vanthu anne, nonne'nekittu!

Budak tu kata... Enna'na tanniya urkkarnthu sirichikittu irukinge? I thought of saying.. hmm... vazkaiye ninaichen sirichen-nu, senthil mathiri bathil sollulama?

Atavuthu vanthu, 30/32 varusham, valkaiyai valnthu, oru virattiyile sirikirathu-thaan! Ha ha ha... hu hu hu, after a 5min non-stop irritating laughter he said: "Apadiyenna sikkirom oru kalyanam pannikungge'anne".... solittu marainthu'vittar.. Ade onggakka magane! Ippo enge naan poyi oru hero mathiri heroin pinnale sutti-sutti-varuvathu? Aanmai illai endru ninaike vendam... uladhai ullapadi sonnale tavarage ninaika-palaghivitta sila peyaridam, unarchigalai nermaiyage koddivittal enna'na ninaiparkalo? Ha ha.. uttaman sollum tattuvom!

ulagam ada ulagam ada
un mele kal vesum
udayathe nee kathu
odi vanthu odi vanthu
orunal thaan poochudum
mayangathe athai paarthu
mazhai thandi viluvathinal
kathu aruvi bayapaduma
kalangathe nambigai yethu kanava serthu
bhoomi urunda neera illai
sanjhi kidaku enna solla
nerma sanji kidakkum namma samuthayam
ithu perum kayam...

some adds...




Inge sila'per enna-ninaikirange'na, erkeneve siddumunjhi suppan, karpanaiyil vera oru ullagatile irupan'ne, appuram thyanam, yoga, muchi payirchi, kaathu payirchi'yennum senjikitte, piragu vazkhaiyil nadakindre ayutha payirchi, vedigundu payirchi, high-jump, long-jump'ellam paathu paathu, ellathaiyume vit'duthu tanimaiyile poiruvanno endru ninainthu..... mathirppirkum mariyathaikkum-kuriye sila nalla ulangal, ennidam 'neradi oli paraphillum', pinbu kanavillum vanthu 'Maanidha, ennai nandrage paar' dialog ellam sollittu, samsaram anubavam irunthalt'aan nee edtuvathai toda mudiyum'mene kadttalai- idurangO. Shuuu..yaappa... mudiyille... ellam seri'thaan, aanal kalyanam katchi endra famous'sane dialoglan en-valkaiyil nadanthal, athu oru bonus'ne thaan sollanum!

Ningal oru porumaiyane, meinmaiyane, practical'lane ponna? Ningal eppoluthum nyayum aniyayum'num pesuvirgala? Rombaiyum adambaram'mane valkaiyai virumbamme, eppoluthum oru artistic'kane, oru simple'lana valkaiyai valle ninaikindra oru ponna? Ungalal, 24 mani-neramum music, movies, kayivam, oviyam, kalai, kolai, elutthu, comedy, tani-manithan urumai, free'yane freedom, konjum naatu-nadappu subject ellam pesamudiyum'na, ipadi patdte paitiyam thaan enaku tevai! I heard this kind of character was last seen on Neptune...

Ennudaiya hero look'kum, 6 pack kattane meniyum tavira, innum sila kuripu.. I change skins once in a while... I like to hang around at the cemetry. I like to walk upside down. Sometimes I'll be in the matrix doing the keanu reeves kungfu thing. Sometimes I'll be on the local bus... but most of the time I'll be roaming outer space, far beyond the world ever known to u. Eppudi? Still wanabe my fren? Any similarities?

Ennidam ondrum perusa sollike ethuvom illaingeh, pala kutchupudi orissa kattee sande, godzilla, tsunammi ellam paathu thaan nan valnthen. Veedu, Ice-peti, Washing machine, Adupu, TV kude innum vanga villai. Nan oru nirantharam illathe velai, biznes ellam seiren, konjum padichi-iruken...

Sila vidya'samane anubavangalai kadarnthu vantha piragu, irukira innum sila kaalathai nalla valzha ninaikiren. Sila nalla tidtanggal vaitiruken, ningal team work panna, nam ennangangalil irukkum idea-mani'yai seyal padutullam.. We try to build a small family of our own... our own world, a life that will be never forgotten...